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Here is what I am going to tell my psychiatrist at 530pm pst:

its been more aggressive, physically targeting my ankles by making them feel as if they can't move around without walking more often. I can see my nerves and some of them are purple on my left ankle. Both of the initial intelligence community members have been trying to incite others and I feel like they are trying to kill me before I leave to Mexico City MX. I often hear them ask me if I am staying and then why? I tell them because prostitution is legal there then they shorten my penis, strain my brain, and always target prostitution as if its evil in America. Yet, I switched my PhD to psychology in Sexology focused on how prostitution solves the sex crime problem worldwide. It quieted this whole prostitution thing down a little. They still wanted me to go out alot from my residence when ICE was out. I told them I did not want to go out because of ICE and they continued to ask me, which I thought was disrespectful. I am really looking forward to moving to Mexico City MX on December 29 2026, which will be close to IMSS clinic, hospitals, universities, and street walkers. I should be able to obtain my PhD by studying Mexico City and how to apply their legalization of prostitution to the masses. Here all I can do is watch YouPorn, I am lucky if I can have phone sex via NiteFlirt, and certainly not by contacting escorts from websites as the military pretends they are the mob threatening my life just to keep me away from getting a blow job on a weekly basis. I cannot even masturbate in the shower as they watch me, which makes me not shower for days.